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Friday, March 27, 2009

10:17 PM

I went google earth to find out how long is the distance for the track i alwz jog and this is what i find out..But still i duno how long is the distance...hhmmm..Going to googgle it again...

1:26 AM

I find this out from a fren blog and its seems to be quite true...
我的冲动指数好高,好真.

冲动时你会变身哪种魔鬼?‏
1.你有时会感到莫名悲伤，想要哭泣吗？
NO-- >3
YES-- >2
2.被好友背叛后，你想要怎么做？
忘记-- >4
报复-- >3
3.你觉得你的童年无忧无虑，很快乐？
YES-- >5
NO-- >6
4.遇到开心的事情，你最想告诉谁？
家人-- >6
恋人-- >7
5.你觉得下面那种动物更能代表寂寞的氛围？
苍鹰-- >8
狼-- >7
6.你觉得你更适合哪种颜色的衣服
黑色-- >9
白色-- >8
7.半夜，住在宿舍的你突然听到有人叫你的名字，你会觉得是...
自己在做梦-- >10
有人在说梦话-- >12
8.在网络中的你，和平日相比
低调-- >9
热情-- >13
9.如果有个外国导演找你做恐怖片的主角，你会答应吗？
会-- >11
不会-- >13
10.如果你不能和自己心爱的人在一起，你会怎么做？
快刀斩乱麻，离开-- >A
好好珍惜在一起的时光-- >14
11.你觉得你是否会是一个凭长相来决定对一个异性第一印象是否良好的人
YES-- >E
NO-- >12
12.如果你是一个明星，你更喜欢上哪种电视节目？
谈话访谈类-- >B
游戏竞猜类-- >13
13.如果你有喜欢的明星，是否会为其牵动情绪？
会-- >C
不会-- >14
14.以下味道，你更喜欢哪个？
甜-- >15
辣-- >D
15.你是否对言情小说，言情片不屑一顾？
YES-- >A
NO-- >E

A、撒旦
冲动指数：☆☆☆☆☆
实际上，你并不是一个容易冲动的人，但是你冲动起来的后果往往是很可怕的。作为一个平日里会维持一个平和冷静形象的人来说，你并不容易对一件事情有太强烈的感情，因此让你生气或是冲动都是不容易的事情。但是这样的你，一但真的遇到你十分在意的事情，就会变得不顾一切。那时的你，虽然表面还可以保持自己的理智，但是却很难听进别人的劝告，会变得固执己见。这样性格的你，无论是对事还是对感情，都是情绪比较两极化的，可以很冷静，但是也可以比任何人都热血。属于冲动起来，不撞墙不回头的类型。

B、石妖
冲动指数：☆☆☆
你的情绪总是显得很淡漠，很少真的对什么事情动情或者在意。这使得你总是显得缺乏激情，不过也很难让人找到你的弱点。你在为人处世方面有两个比较明显的特点：其一就是你在思想上会比较保守，不喜欢挑战新的事物，不喜欢一味地追求刺激；其二就是你很善于隐藏自己，无论是感情还是情绪，你都能很好的藏在心里，不会轻易被人看穿。你习惯于把自己的情绪放低，习惯于不对生活抱有太高的期望，习惯于压抑自己的冲动。这使得你可以很好的保护自己，但是也使得你身上缺少引人注意的特质。

C、美杜沙
冲动指数：☆☆☆☆☆☆
你实际是个比较自我主义的人。你很忠于自己的喜怒和性情，不会刻意压抑自己的情绪。对你来说，喜欢就是喜欢，讨厌就是讨厌，开心就是开心，伤心就是伤心……这样的你，对待事情多少会有些独断和完美主义。当你认定一件事情时，你很少会听得进去别人的意见，并且不愿意给别人任何左右你看法的机会。尤其是当你感觉被人欺骗或者背叛时，你对待感情的完美主义追求会使得你不肯听别人的辩解，而固执地按照自己的想法决定。这样的你，虽然有时显得自我而洒脱，但是同样也会是一个受到了伤害就很难恢复的人。

D、阿修罗
冲动指数：☆☆☆☆☆☆☆
你会顺应自己的本能，当冲动起来的时候，你并不会去想要刻意压抑这种情绪冲动。这样的你，并不是一个足够冷静的现实主义者，你总是难免会被情绪左右。有时，你也会显得不理智和孩子气。而这也正是你的魅力所在，你很忠于自己的想法，通常想到什么就会去做，不会犹豫再三。这使得你往往能够抓住机遇，并且可以主动去寻找机遇。但是，同时也让你难免会因为自己遇事考虑不周全而受到一些打击和伤害。但是对你来说，最重要的不是让自己适应现实，而是保持自己的性格和生活方式，你所追求的就是一份随性的生活。

E、吸血鬼
冲动指数：☆☆☆☆
你算不上是个容易冲动的人，你对于不考虑清楚就行动这样的事情会比较抗拒。你总是习惯于隐藏自己的欲望和冲动，你觉得自己内心有着阴暗面，不适合被人看到的。这样的你，对待他人是有着一定的恐惧的，因为你实际很怕受到伤害，也很怕被人了解自己的内心。因此，你无疑就是一个躲在暗处的吸血鬼。你内心有着欲望，有着黑暗的一面，是你不会让它们显露出来。你总是从安全和实际的角度去考虑问题，当你因为某件事情而一时兴起时，你也往往会先压制住，看清大局、考虑清楚后再作出决定。

10:35 PM

Wow cant believe just a glimpse of eye 10 days had passed...Erm 10 days of what???If you missing someone that 10 days of missing and waiting is really torturing...
But 10 days for me to b so persistent and determine jog almost every evening...Yes, its just passed 10 days. It might be short for you but to me its a little achievement for me as this is d 1st time for me to determine and continuos and eager to go jog every evening. I tried another different track again today...Today track is really long and took me 20 mins to finish one rd all the way frm 3 lane roundabout uphill to hospital. Nvr realise that a 5 mins drive way will need me to jog for 20 mins..Even tho halfway I really wana give up but I still tell myself not to give up cos I knw that the feeling of finishing the whole track is nice...I really fond of jogging nowsadays as it's the only way now to make me think, calm down and not to give up and to train myself to be more patience..M looking forward for another 10 days..

11:07 PM

I went jogging again today. Once again M so eager to go for a jog after my work i quickly change and there I go jog again. Finally I did it today. I finish jog all the way uphill non stop and its really tiring where I can feel the pain in my thigh now till hard to go up and down stairs. Lately I fond of jogging. I just duno y maybe its the challenge and the non giving up spirit making me to jog all the way. Guess I am going to challenge myself to jog a different track more further down after m used to this route.

I received a call today and said I been accepted for the position that I went interview last 2 weeks. I doesnt know to react when I received that call...Now is all up to myself whtr I wana accept it or not.

10:46 PM

I went jogging as usual on a sunday evening but yday i did something special my first attempt doing it. It took me ard 7 min from my house to walk till Kiarong mosque from there I start to jog one round ard the mosque and while m jogging I keep thinking shld I jog one more round or shld I go along the highway uphill to hospital? Without any hestitation, after my rd of mosque I went all the way uphill but stop a while cos its really hard jog uphill walk for a few mins later continue jog back home. Wow, it took me 20 mins to get back home. Today after my work, quickly I changed and went for a jog following the same route as what I did yday. 1st time m so eager to go for a jog cos I wana challenge my self to jog finish the whole route but I fail again today but nvm I will try it again tmrw. The feeling of doing and can able to jog that far was really great. I nvr knw I can jog that far. NOw i realise as long as I dun give up in doing it sure everything can be done. Starting now onwards, I shld not feel down moody, I shld look forward and happy each day. I shall not care bout others shall care more bout what I myself want cos I want to see a different me and I shall put trust in myself that I can do it...

2:45 AM

Life has been hard recently as problems been coming in like no one business.... Too much problems been popping out within short period of time and I cant handle it all of sudden. My shield is not strong enough to protect me anymore. Really wish to go a place where theres no one and no problem for you to worry.

How wish to go A place to relax and free yourself

11:52 AM

How does one going to live on when the whole world is going against you??The truth is its just too hard to live on cos no matter what decision you have made still no one be agree with you.. Maybe the best way is to make yourself dissolve from the world then thre's be no more problem or no more worry for everyone....

8:36 PM

M in so dilema and lost now...I doesnt knw what shld I do now...Life hasnt been as what u having wanted it to be...Why are there so many choices for us to do?Why can there just be one choice so we dont have to choose isnt that be easier for everyone...Why why must be there an option in our life to choose? Its jus so hard to choose sometimes..Shld i go direction left or right?

I feel like to start losing myself to who I dont even know what I want now...This is not me. This is not the person I used to know...I start to lose my confidence. I start to feel scare and tired of everyday life...Does this mean that you feel it this way when there is a fear in yourself?I dont recall myself to be like this. M daring and look forward for everyday but why all of sudden this happen???M clueless too.

Once again aunt asked me to help her do wholesale for her business but I didnt answer her. Today Uncle asked me again but I didnt give an exact answer of yes or no...I have rejected aunt once that I will not fully committed myself to help her yet today been asked again I really have no idea how I shld answer them...I know they been nice to me but I cant fully committed myself to help them due to some reason...

Guess this is how I feel now.....

source:www.freethoughts.com

2:13 PM

Loving U is hard but forgetting U is more hard...